Do you remember what it feels like to be in love? That magic moving inside you so wonderfully pushing out from the center of your core? A fantastical tempest of affectionate thoughts swirling in your mind…do you remember Angel? What it was like longing for touch, longing for maddening kisses, for mind-blowing sex, for sweet conversations…can you feel it now? Those memories cling like shadows to these mortal heels. 

Do you want to know what it feels like to be in love again? To let yourself fall so wonderfully into the arms of one who gets you? Trusting completely as you fall backward, knowing confidently you will be caught up in a dream come true. Safe in the arms of love. A courtship of the ages and leading you forward, forever forward, until you are at peace in the present tense.

How magnificent love is! The entanglement of souls never wanting to unfold.

Why does it appear at such odd times? Sometimes, the timing is perfect, but we are not. Sometimes, we fall in love, and love runs away. Yes, why is love so fucking complicated?

I wrote about the power of love. You read that post. Did those words make sense as fantastic as they sounded? When you hear words like those, do they move your soul to feel? These words I write pour out as truth from the depths of my heart. You sip them sweet to the tongue like kisses of rosehip tea. They are stories woven around the truth—a stark reality not meant to pressure you.

But ask yourself, who talks to you about such things? Who talks to you like this? Ask yourself, Angel, where is love? Where is it when we need it most? How do we see through the obstacles of love and focus on what can be and not what can’t? Will we forever be pining for perfection? For as you know, perfection is an illusion. 

And what is it that moves you? Do you remember the times you fell in love? The amazing excitement and tantalizing desires? And what stirs you, Angel? How do people ever let go of tomorrow and focus on forever? However long, forever last. Are we never present? It is incredibly sad, isn’t it? Living a covetous existence, a constant craving to satiate desire. Will satisfaction ever become our purest state of being, finally able to exhale into the arms of completion?

We want love, but we fear it. We are enticed and seduced by it, but we always look over our shoulders, afraid that someone may steal it. Or we are unwilling to sacrifice what’s necessary to preserve true love. Please excuse my ramblings, but this is how I work out ideas: I keep writing.

Do you remember falling in love with me? How I made you feel the first time we spoke? How our words wrapped around each other’s hearts…how our words danced inside each other’s minds…how you were compelled to send me your body…how we became enchanted with each other’s sexual nature…constantly thinking of how amazing it would be to make love to each other over and over…to hold each other into the night…to dream together side by side. Oh, such beauty inside imagination, wouldn’t you agree?

Do you remember love? How you felt inside the first time we kissed…do you remember what you told me? It is locked inside my soul! And what of souls and eternal possibilities? What is the future calling?

Do you remember the future, my love? For it dwells in the here and now. Take a moment to dance with me to a song of our own creation…where emotions mix in perfect harmony. Will you sing to me, my love? Will you sing the lyrics in my ears as I sing them to you? Do you remember the words? For it is beautiful music, we move to…a song we both know…a song we both need. Can you hear it? Do you feel it?

Do you hear it as we dance, for it does not come from without but from within each of us? Listen, Angel…feel it move through your body from your head down to below your stomach. Gathering butterflies with your hands and tossing them into the sky of your imagination….making you so excited….tingling back up to your brain as you whisper the lyrics, eternal words sung throughout the ages…through stars and galaxies and oceans and mountain tops…a perfect and incredible truth…do you hear the words now? Will you sweetly sing them to me in the softest whisper?

Now listen carefully to me…be very still. Stop dancing and hold me. Take a deep breath, feel it in your chest as warmth from a secret sun, and let it out slowly. Now look at me. Don’t take your eyes off me as you feel my hands on your back and neck…as you feel your hands on my face and hair while we become what we desire and our bodies are pressed together. A singularity that only we understand. How awesome does this feel! Are you floating on air…high inside magnificent clouds of anticipation? Purposely falling into love!

We have wanted to be here for so long, at this exact moment…in the future. The future is here!

TM DiSarro

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